'susahnya nak jadi permanently baik
 susahnya nak jaga pandangan
 susahnya nak jaga pergaulan
 susahnya nak jaga iman
 susahnya penghijrahan
 susahnya nak istiqamah'

tapi hakikatnya yang susah itulah yang paling mahal
yang paling susah dicari
yang paling susah untuk dinilai
it is limited edition, not all people are able to keep that 'penghijrahan'
so thats why la benda tu susah kerana dia mahal.
tak semua orang mampu. ada yang hangat-hangat tahi ayam.
ada yang tersekat di tengah jalan, tak percaya qada' qadar Allah, tak mampu, lemah dan sebagainya.
but we have to keep trying to be better than yesterday
only we can change our life, not other people outside there. they only know how to bash us, how to judge us, but they not being in our situation, how we adapt with the new environment to change ..

when i think about my past, i was ashamed, and i felt like who am i here being His servant. im do nothing in His world.. all i did was ate, slept, studied, perform the prayer but i felt nothing. zero..
it is lumrah you know when we change , the people around us start to talk and mengata but fortunately, it is not too late for us receive the Hidayah from Him.
they still not understand , belum mengerti, so abaikan mereka.. mereka hanya akan memusnahkan impian kita untuk berada di jalanNya, itu sahaja.. tak perlukan mereka dalam kehidupan kita jika mereka hadir hanya untuk perlekehkan perubahan kita.. BUT take it as a challenge.. only we know who we are.. they wont affect our change if we are not letting them to do so.
perlu ke kita layan sikap diorang yang duk mengata tak sudah, sampai kita rasa fed up bila orang pandang sinis konon kita ni 'bajet alim' , kejadah semua tu kan ? kita ganggu life diorang ke kan ?

lets i said before, abaikan.. memang dunia akhir zaman segala yang baik tu dianggap sangat pelik. i keep repeating the same quote over and over again. biarlah abnormal dimata manusia tapi normal di mata Allah. biarlah nobody di mata manusia tapi somebody di mata Allah.. we are not living to impress people, but Allah. dont mind what people gonna say, aku bukan nak jadi ustazah, aku nak jadi muslimah.. tak nantikan kena pakai serban, tudung labuh, niqab semua tu baru boleh dakwah.. tak payah tunggu ustaz hensem, ustazah cantik comel bagi nasihat baru nak berubah.. anytime we can change to be a better person, Allah Maha Mengetahui. :)

just remember, pintu Hidayah takkan pernah tutup tapi sentiasa terbuka, so masih belum terlambat untuk kita berubah.. tepuk dada tanya iman masing-masing.. tapi ia akan terlambat bila ajal datang menjemput.. cuma sekarang ni masih belum terlambat kan, please grab this valuable chance to change ur and our life..

p/s : dont worry about what others think, people are always negative, dont let it bother you. :)

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